Happy Friday!!

I think I've been so preoccupied with graphics and trying to learn guitar that i haven't drawn anything in 2 weeks. So to keep me on my game i think i'll post a pic every friday. Starting next friday because i don't think i'll get around to it today... We'll see.

"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are. I'd rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not."  - Kurt Cobain

So Far.

These are just a few pics of the things I've been doing when i get bored. Boredom has become part of my daily life, so i have a lot of free time lol.
drawings.

                            

                            

3D graphic pics.

my guitar. 

                                       

How To Be . . .

How To Be what?


When i started college I had this vague impression of who I was and who I wanted to be.
Everything was all bout who was I friends with or what shoes i would buy next. The only way i knew how to express myself was with what i put on my feet.
Childish.
These past few months i've started to try to find other ways to express myself.
No longer concerned with who i associate and don't associate with. I know who my real friends are and that's good enough for me.
I've started to draw again. I've missed it. I get my artistic side from my father and his mom. My mother doesn't have an artistic bone in her body lol.
Along with drawing, i've began to take interest in graphics and making grapic models in pictures. I'm still a beginner but i think  i'm doing oKay.
I have also bought a guitar. Noooo idea how to play, but i want to teach myself to play. I'll feel like i've really accomplished something i have been wanting to learn how to do for years.


Long story short, during these past few months, i have stopped stressing myself out trying to learn how to be "cute", how to be  "in good relationships", how to be a "party person" in school, and i have started focusing on "How To Be Me"! And this is what a lot of my blog will be about, my journey to discovering How To Be. And above all, being Bee is what makes me happy........ For the most part.

New Start

Well, it's been a while since I've blogged about anything, but ever since I moved to California I have been bored outta my mind! I miss my friends. And although I am in love with this state, its no where near as fun as it could be if my friends were here with me. So maybe I should start blogging again, just to keep my mind off things and to pass a little time. I deleted all previous blog posts because I want a new start and I am no longer in the same state of mind as a previously was back when I first started blogging. I also changed my name from "The B Hive" to "How To Bee" because my last name was neither clever nor original. Not to say that the new name is, but the last was generic and was only chosen because I didn't know what else to call it. I think the new one is more fitting for me. Eh, whatever.