How To Be . . .

How To Be what?


When i started college I had this vague impression of who I was and who I wanted to be.
Everything was all bout who was I friends with or what shoes i would buy next. The only way i knew how to express myself was with what i put on my feet.
Childish.
These past few months i've started to try to find other ways to express myself.
No longer concerned with who i associate and don't associate with. I know who my real friends are and that's good enough for me.
I've started to draw again. I've missed it. I get my artistic side from my father and his mom. My mother doesn't have an artistic bone in her body lol.
Along with drawing, i've began to take interest in graphics and making grapic models in pictures. I'm still a beginner but i think  i'm doing oKay.
I have also bought a guitar. Noooo idea how to play, but i want to teach myself to play. I'll feel like i've really accomplished something i have been wanting to learn how to do for years.


Long story short, during these past few months, i have stopped stressing myself out trying to learn how to be "cute", how to be  "in good relationships", how to be a "party person" in school, and i have started focusing on "How To Be Me"! And this is what a lot of my blog will be about, my journey to discovering How To Be. And above all, being Bee is what makes me happy........ For the most part.